Struggle

So in the span of 4 days we lost our mew and I am looking at a possible chronic pain disorder diagnosis.

To say I’m spinning would be making light, to say I’m overwhelmed would be silly, to say I’m terrified, stressed, worried, would just scratch the surface. I’m also trying not to google and see the positive of a quick diagnosis. ~

Theres not much more I can say right now because I won’t know for sure for a bit. So yeah struggle. ~

So I am trying to distract myself with photos and sights that take me out of the spinning.